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| less of you is more than i can take |
[31 Dec 2003|09:43pm] |
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So far I've been at fuel for about 2 hours. Summer is working outside, I'd stay out there with her and talk but it's freezing. So the other night at fuel I met Dustin and he said he wanted a trombone player in his ska band so I told him I could play and today I went to their practice at Jesus's house in Spring and he said I could be in. Yeah!! I just have to learn alot of songs and get ready for the 23rd now, alot of the songs are reel big fish so it's just alot of repetitve stuff. I can do it. I'm finally in a ska band. Woo ha.
Last weekend Summer and I hung out with Travis and Mike from T town. They are some pretty cool cats. We went to the shops on westheimer and ate at some realllly expensive mexican place. Some camera guy from channel 11 news came in there and started filming stuff and I was like "ahhh what if my mom watches the news tonight?!"(because I was supposed to stay in humble) and sure enough like the next day my mom said she saw me on the news the night before or some girl with my same hair and the same jacket. haha. She was like "Were you somewhere you weren't supposed to be?" And I was like uhh noo I was in humble the whole day... What the gay you know? lol. Me, sumer, travis, and mike had some good times. IHOP two days in a row.. walmart..hiding in the car.. fuel!(;)) I miss them :\
Andy was supposed to hang out with me tonight but he couldn't. Le sigh. I hope he still calls when the clock strikes 12. Wow it's so fucking cold. Arrrrggghh! I'm done
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| BlueEyesOfFire07: werd |
[24 Dec 2003|10:46pm] |
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!!loren, dover drive, and their friends are the coolest kids!!
travis and i headed out to the woodlands mall tuesday. we got there and looked around a bit. there were these 3 boys who looked like they were in some indie band or something, so cute so cute. then we left and went to the ice rink and met up with loren. she made us some coffee that was sooooo good. andy(aww) came and met up with us then we followed him to loren's best friend lauren's apartment and went into this little mini theater room and met up with the whole crew(it was soo cool i've never seen this at an apartment complex)and watched zoolander. andy had to leave early so he did then all of us went to wal-mart and played hide and go seek with teams. i was paired up with loren and we really got into the game, we dressed up in cowboy hats, backpacks, belts, and fireman and police helmets. The game fell through when Travis and Chris didn't want to play, they sat down in the computer chair area and make a litle circle of cardboard bozes around them and drummed on Travis's practice pad. It was kind of fun to watch. After that we went to wendy's and chillaxed then everyone said goodnight and me, lauren, travis, and loren went back to her house for the night.
we stayed up till like 4 am watching dvds and making aLl the guys christmas presents. it was buckes of fun but not waking up at 8:30. travis had to get a shot at 10:30 so i had to leave early to get him there. we got lost like twice on the way back home. i'm so sick of getting lost. everywhere i go. it sucks. blah.
friday me, summa, travis + his friend are gonna hit up the galleria and h-town. fun times. saturday i get to see vincentio play at fuel. yesssss!! everybody go! VERY ULTRA @ FUEL CYBER CAFE 7:00 6 BUCKS
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| SlickReservation: hey loser |
[22 Dec 2003|12:10am] |
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1. Copy this whole list into your journal.
2. Bold the things that you have in common with me.
3. Whatever you don't bold, replace with things about you.
01. I have a ghetto blaster.
02. I can't stop listening to music.
03. I have a brother who loves dressing in drag
04. I love thrift shopping.
05. I'm very drawn to and impacted by color.
06. I want a siberian huskie
07. I've studied for about three tests in my entire life.
08. I am confused,dazed,loved,hated.
09. I like to be honest with everyone.
10. I love beef jerky
11. I cried during the last samurai
12. I hate my nose
13. I absolutely love when someone i care about plays with my hair. hah.
14. I hate distance.
15. I'm scared of fireworks.
16. I never feel as if I've gotten enough sleep.
17. I go alternate between being extremely social and being a semi-hermit.
18. Even though my dad's a dick we get along
19. I used to have a wart on my finger
20. I'm horrible at math.
21. I am right handed
22. I'm not sure what I want out of life yet.
23. I want to live in another country for a while.
24. If you can make me laugh I automatically love you.
25. I have no clue what I wanna be when I grow up, I only pretend to know.
26. I have scars from when I was young and foolish.
27. I have never been drunk.
28. I go to sleep to bright eyes
29. I want everything and get nothing
30. I sometimes don't keep in contact with those closest to me as much as I should, or as much as I'd like to.
31. I want a tattoo but scared to get one
32. My favorite color is green
33. I love photography.
34. I have more feelings from someone than i deserve.
35. I love rain on tin roofs
36. I find happiness in little things.
37. I like dashboard confessional
38. I love to people watch.
39. I have terrible thoughts, but I'm a sweet person, mostly.
40. I push people away because I am scared. Of what? I don't know.
41. I'm shy
42. I like people who are out of the ordinary.
43. I hate people who make something sound wonderful, only ending in annoyance.
44. I can't sleep with Socks on.
45. I wear my heart on my sleeve
46. I'm really, really messy.
47. I'm afraid of forgetting.
48. I want to move to california
49. I listen to every song on my computer over and over again.
50. I hate sweet potatos
51. I like silence.
52. I rarely watch TV.
53. I love The Simpsons though.
54. I wish I could do what I want
55. I'm hungry
56. I can be a real jerk sometimes.
57. I put myself in situations that I know I hate.
58. I always stay up entirely too late.
59. If I don't shower in the morning, I can't function right the rest of the day.
60. I want to take a bus to nowhere and everywhere.
61. I like to make people think.
62. I have a cold
63. I cant sing
64. I like lincoln logs
65. I like to drive with nowhere in mind
66. I dance in front of my mirrow when no one is watching
67. I have 20/20 vision
68. Pop culture sickens me.
69. I haven't seen the Godfather.
70. I like sharpies I have all the colors i believe.
71. I love rain.!!!!!!!
72. I like slides, and going down them
73. I like to clean everything except my room, which is a d i s a s t e r !
74. I drive aimlessly. A lot.
75. I love to smile over petty things.
76. I am constantly changing my mind about everything.
77. I'm horrible with lying
78. I like to act ghetto
79. I hate gold
80. I can draw
81. Magic 8 balls should be able to predict the real future
82. I hate whenever just being in front of someoen makes me uncomfortable
83. I don't want to live here. I'm indepenedent enough
84. When I say I don't care, it means I Just want to be with you
85. I'm very impatient with the people I know because I develop high expectations.
86. I know I'm right
87. I love dogs
88. I could live off of ramen noodles
89. Mixtapes are sexy
90. I take notice to everything.
91. I like, and would like to have a greater, extensive vocabulary.
92. It doesn't snow where I live
93. I like to sleep in
94. I am foolishly naive.
95. I hate this town
96. My lack of liking people is made up by my enjoyment in music.
97. I work way too much
98. My grades arent good.
99. Whether I realize it or not, I sing along to every word of Dashboard Confessional when I hear them.
100. I think I'm cool
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| thedisappeared84: :D! |
[20 Dec 2003|06:45pm] |
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Last night was so cool. I haven't had a night like that in a long time. And to think I almost didn't go.
I went to Java Jazz to see Dover Drive and talk to Barrett. When I got inside there was this boy siting on the floor and he waved to me so I sat down and gave him a hug(it was barrett!) and he was like...who are you? Haha I felt dumb, but I told him my name and he was like . . . .Oh yeah!! Jamie! So then his friends came around and he introduced all of them to me. They put on a good show and even dedicated a song to me. They are so cool and so nice. I feel like I've known them for years. Especially Loren. She was really nice and we exchanged numbers so I can hang out with all of them again. I was supposed to go eat with them after the show but my parents were being parents so I couldn't. I wish they didn't live so far away. Loren called me and wanted to see if I wanted to go to Fitz with them tonight but I couldnt because my parents were being parents again :\
On the way home from the show I was speeding really bad because I was suppopsed to be home by 11:00 and I didn't leave until 10:45 and it's like a 35 minute drive so yeah I was hauling ass. I came to this intersection in humble and my mind kind of went blank because I was so focused on getting home and I ended up running a red light really bad. I almost died! The cars to the left of the intersection were just pulling out it was a good thing their light had just turned green. Then when I was freaking out I looked in my rear view mirror and saw blue flashing lights and I was like "Oh crap the cops!!" but it really wasn't... it was my speakers.. there is a blue neon light inside of the glass that flashes to the beat. Haha.. yeah. So yeah I was in shock after that and bad images kept popping up in my head and I was really scared so I called David and made him talk to me the whole way home.
My uncle got my Monster Rancher 4 for ps2! Yay!! I think I'm going to go play it now. who the fuck stays home on a saturday night on christmas break :\
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MY BROTHER HAD SEX?!
So today when the bell rang out for lunch I went to the welfare line(cause it was pizza day) and cut my friend Spree. He asked me if I knew that Travis and Stoner(his girlfriend's last name is stoner, how fucked up is that..her parents have these shirts that say STONER'S MOM, STONER'S DAD..wtf..ha)had sex this past weekend and I said WHAT THE SFHLFHFH!? I asked him if it was true and he said well your brother told me himself. He said they were planning it out and it happened.. . I don't know what to say. My brother is a whore. And he's only 15.
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[16 Dec 2003|03:53pm] |
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OH MY GOD I GOT CABLE. hee ;) wow everything is so fast. I've been downloading music videos like whoa. So who wants to let me download their albums? <3 ;)
i have to work today. that sucks. it's so cold. I think I'm getting sick but I hope not. I woke up with a faint sign of a sore throat. I exempted my english and spanish exam. Luggerio wouldn't let me exempt band or jazz band(that jew) and i didn't make an 85 in economics, algebra 2, or journalism to exempt so yeah. 3 exams to study for tonight. bleh. Ryan said he's coming here this summer and getting an apartment. I'm excited. I need to send Justisaurus's package and stop procrastinating. Almost done.. almost done..
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| VERY ULTRA AT FUEL DECEMBER 27TH |
[11 Dec 2003|10:21pm] |
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I went to starbucks the other day after work and one of my dollars ripped in half so I asked the guy there for some tape and he taped it together for me. I put the broken dollar in the tip jar. He laughed. VERY ULTRA AT FUEL DECEMBER 27TH. He asked me how I was and i told him I was cold then he offered me a hot drink and I told him never, I wanted a chocolate brownie frapp. cold drinks in wintertime is how its done. There were alot of kids in there probably from kingwood. They were studying. How cute. VERY ULTRA AT FUEL DECEMBER 27TH. I took a seat and read a magazine then worked on my drawings.
I think I might go to javajzz tomorrow. The Last Starfighter is playing with The Angelus, Monroe, Divinding Crisis, Lilian Heartline, and Impathy. VERY ULTRA AT FUEL DECEMBER 27TH. But then again I dont know. I have to work at 6 and I might get off to late. If I miss it I'll just go to fuel saturday.
Travis is coming to town in 15 days !! It will be one rad weekend.
VERY ULTRA AT FUEL DECEMBER 27TH. yayuh!
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| show me the way you move |
[11 Dec 2003|08:47pm] |
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i am so fucking sick of seeing hispanic and black people doing dirty deeds on the news, white people too. This mexican broke into this family's home in sugarland while they were away at dinner and when they came back and went inside he shot them all. The mother died at the hospital and the 19 year old son died at the scene. The father and the 23 year old son are in the hospital and should be ok. That is so gross. Gee what a nice christmas huh. A while back this black lady in houston didnt want her baby so she threw it in front of a pick up truck. The guy driving thought he ran over a backpack. I was talking to my dad about how pissed off i was at this stuff at chili's. And how they always want to talk about how racist we are and how bad we are. Uh, hello 80% of all inmates in the harris county jail are black. I'm not saying I hate the race or anything but until these people stop killing and stealing I'm going to vent. I know white people are just as bad and there is alot of white trash fuckers running around but you don't see them on the news nearly as much as you see other races. Last week my dad was telling me how 4 black guys a couple years back went into an ice cream shop, took all the workers(who were all teenagers) into the back room, lined them up, and shot them dead. That happened not too far from here. And wasn't it a big fat mexican who raped and killed that Dru girl? Stupid fucker. And he wants to stay in jail so he will be safe. And what's all this talk about lawsuits against lethal injection because it causes too much pain for the prisoners. THEY KILLED PEOPLE. THEY NEED TO SUFFER REALLY BAD. If I was in charge I swear anyone who committs a crime would be ELECTRICUTED and be castrated. This country is so corrupt. We need to do away with all these money hungry lawyers who feed off of criminals.
if i offended anybody. Oh well. open up your mind.
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| cause nothin's like being held |
[10 Dec 2003|11:43pm] |
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so today my brother went to the doctor for a check up and it turns out there's something wrong with his heart. it skips beats and tried to catch up. weird stuff. he has an appointment with a cardiologist to do some tests and stuff. this sucks. poor travvy, he's even too tired to play his drums :(
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| we dont need no education |
[09 Dec 2003|03:35pm] |
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NORTHSTAR IS WORKING ON A NEW CD! oh my god! hehe :) that means they will be touring soon!! <3
oh yeah i took some gay pictures. i never smile so have fun with these :) ( __CLICK CLICK_ )
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| whoodie whoo |
[09 Dec 2003|03:22pm] |
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yeah so today sucked.
My best friend isn't talking to me right now because this girl Paige and this boy Alex were holding hands underneath the table at iguana joes last night and feeling all over each other on the ride home. ..Well Alex was going out with this girl Lacinda for the longest time and they just broke up and he told her that she can't hang out with these guys when he is over here all over Paige.. well today in spanish Lacinda said she needed to talk to me(and i knew exactly what about) so I tell her what Racquel(the best friend) told me went down last night and she gets all pissed off and I told her to leave my name out of it becasue I dont want anything to do with this so she does and tells Alex that Racquel told her all of this stuff and now they're all mad at each other because they know the truth and today when school got out Racquel passed me and I waved and said Hey and she goes "What the fuck is wrong with you? I swear to God I can't tell you anything without you running your fucking mouth..." Etc and she went on and on and said some things that happened to me last year that she would tell everyone and it really got to me so now I dont know what to do. I hate high school. This is all middle school drama stuff. All I did was tell Lacinda what Racquel told me and she told alot of people so I shouldn't even be the one to blame here.
DEAR WHOEVER,
PICK ME UP AND TAKE ME FAR AWAY.
LOVE, JME.
oh yeah yesterday someone in algebra 2 stole a caluclator and no one knew who did it so we had to take a quiz without them and everyone was pissed off/sad and mrs. rodriguez said that if she didnt get it by the end of the period we couldnt use them for the rest of the school year.... then today i was digging through my backpack and low and behold.. there's the missing calculator! haha. It was me all along. I'm such a gangster. I forgot to turn it in friday. My bad :p
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| im a wishful thinker with the worst intentions |
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today was tryouts for region band. we last after school and got to deerpark high school around 5. there were 28 of us trombones in a room and it went by rather quickly. the cuts in the music were awesome because they cut out most of the hard parts. i didnt make region band but i might go saturday morning to try out for district :shrug: theres still hope. the kids in our room were hysterical. This one boy finished an etude then hit his head with his fist rather hard and we all started cracking up because he messed up. Then this other boy played one of his and almost got to the end but couldnt get the high note so he gave up and sat back down in his seat. It was quite comical. Him and his friends and I were writing funny stuff on the back of our music and holding it up at each other while people were playing. There was this one asian that played everything PERFECT. But of of course he did, he's asian. ha.
I met one of patricia's friends there tonight. His name is Ryan(i think) and he plays trumpet. He was super nice. He wished me good luck. I had this little pin on that says KISS ME I'M EMO and he was like "Im down with the emo." so i gave him thumbs up. I was telling him how so many people today at school were like 'whats emo??' and how I eventually got tired of it and told all of them that the button maker messed up, it was supposed to say ELMO. haha. These tuba guys at the table next to us were playing beats. It was rad. So elliot and jason joined in on their tubas and I got out my trombone and started to play seven nation army but they stopped and left so I was all alone. I got up and went to sit down on this bench and leaned up against the wall and just worked on my drawings and listened to northstar and taking back sunday the rest of the time we were there. People kept coming up to me and asked me if I was ok because I looked depressed. Good thing I couldnt hear them because of the music.
After the district thing my mom wants me to go check out kingwood college and stuff then later on summer is gonna come over and stay the night and we're going to hit up javajazz and listen to some hot bands. woo hoo.
i'm sick of being alone. p.d.a at school doesnt help the situation either.
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| as for me i wish that i was anywhere. . . |
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Tonight turned out to be pretty rad.
Today was my day off(finally!)! I got to sleep in and it felt so good. I washed my jeep then left around 4 to the mall and bought a shirt and some magazines. It was packed. Saw Natalie at FYE, she works there now and I told her to give me the big displays when they come down. I got the huge Legally Blonde 2 poster from work the other day and I put my name on the back of the Pirates Of The Caribbean. It's so cool, I can't wait till I can take it home. After the mall I went to Pappasitos to eat by myself(cause they give me free queso) but when I got there the host said the wait was 40 minutes so I left. Called Travis to see if he wanted to go to Java Jazz so I came home and picked him up and we left.
The show was awesome. It was the Early November with Count The Stars, Copeland, Hidden in Plain View and some other bands. Count The Stars didn't show up because they broke up this morning or something gay like that :( I had a good first time at Java Jazz. When we got there it was sold out and this guy that looked important came up to me and was like "Hey if you cant get in just tell me and I'll put you on my guest list." So he did! I was on the Early November's guest list! Fuck yeah. Glad I was in the right place at the right time. I went to get a smoothie inside and I had my wallet out to pay and this boy next to me is like "Hey it's free" haha.. I was just like "uh it's my first time!" I saw Johnny there, we had a nice little reunion. A bunch of kids from school were also there so I followed them home. There were so many cute people there, it's not at all like fuel. There were only a few manson looking kidsb that looked out of place. There were boys in scarves and tight pants. Aww. And this one girl came up to me and commented on how she loved my hair and thought I was pretty. So nice. It wasn't even that far of a drive as I thought it would be. The downside is there's no restrooms, gotta use the port-a-potty. On the way home I stopped at starbucks and talked to the girl that was working there for a few minutes. She was cool. But I didnt get to say bye.I made it home before 12 and saved my brother from the curfew nazis :)
over and out
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Word. I had to go to detention today for a tardy. It sucked. They overcrowded it too so the rest of the kids without seats got to go to Coach Anderson's room. I tried trading my seat with someone who didn't have one but they were too smart for that. It wasn't fair! The loud speaker came on and the lady was like "coach anderson you need to report to your room" so they had detention without a teacher. Not fair at all. We had Mr. Cambell. When our time to serve was almost up he passed around the sign in sheet but skipped over me and a few other unfortunate souls and told everyone who signed it to go home so they left at 3:15 and about 6 of us were left to wait until 3:30! What. the. gay. Why he did that, I don't know. Maybe we were all hott or something. Lol. right.